[There's the matter of the Reaper's Game: how she'd seen him long before he got dragged into it without him having even the possibility of seeing her, invisible in the UG—how, when he was made a Player, they became enemies, and he became better off not knowing who she was. But then, even after she was stripped of her Reaper wings and brought onto his side, she still hadn't been able to tell him (that is, not in her timeline). Sensing his insecurity, she figures she owes him a little bit of an explanation for this part at least.]
but you've seen how i am irl now not the whole monster thing ofc, but the rest of it ig i didn't want you to treat me differently or think any of it was fake i just wanted you to get to know me
[All of me, she thinks but refrains from typing, not just part.]
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Date: 2023-05-12 10:07 pm (UTC)it's a lot to explain...
[There's the matter of the Reaper's Game: how she'd seen him long before he got dragged into it without him having even the possibility of seeing her, invisible in the UG—how, when he was made a Player, they became enemies, and he became better off not knowing who she was. But then, even after she was stripped of her Reaper wings and brought onto his side, she still hadn't been able to tell him (that is, not in her timeline). Sensing his insecurity, she figures she owes him a little bit of an explanation for this part at least.]
but you've seen how i am irl now
not the whole monster thing ofc, but the rest of it
ig i didn't want you to treat me differently
or think any of it was fake
i just wanted you to get to know me
[All of me, she thinks but refrains from typing, not just part.]